Re: OOC CHAT 2: Not Over You
I'm alive!!!!
So sorry my dudes. New medication plus brief illness plus acquiring a boyfriend and breaking up with two boys because I mixed up my boyfriends. Nobody was monogamous or anything but they didn't know each other and one got hurt and the other was annoying and . .
*also* preparation for passover, actually having passover, my fiancee left her job of five years to start her career in finance (a lot of eating out with coworkers / her new boss / her old boss) and then her boss's boyfriend suffered a brain bleed after cracking his head through his helmet while snowboarding and had to get a craniotomy (where they remove part of your skull) just to save his life, and now needs round-the-clock care . . .
. . . I also found out my testosterone level was quadruple the normal female level, which why I had been an insatiable slut, and that happened because I ran out of my medication three days prior to when my level were to be tested, so my estrogen level fell . . .
It's been a whole THING and I have been *dreaming* of Theo and have a lot of work today. As always, my promises are worthless, but here is my intent for the day:
1. get new alter-ego characters started. (Seris, Annabelle, Aides)
2. monthly allotment for progress.
3. full update
4. Do some side writing.
Blessed invocation of Hafanyal the Highest, Guardian of Last Gate, admixed terror and longing - may I succeed in my ambitions . .