[1.1] - (Midas) - Paint It Black
Up until a few days ago, Simon had been a hedonist, almost as a point of pride. He spent his days flitting between pretty women and overpriced drinks, spending money without concern for how it was earned. But it had all been ripped away from him, along with the certainty that came from having a family to be there for him. That, more than anything, was what he missed- the noise and bustle of a family, strange and dysfunctional as it might have been at times. He hadn't appreciated it until it was gone, leaving only silence in its wake.
And this morning, he woke up wealthier than he could ever have imagined, and he felt nothing. There was only numbness, and a profound sense of absence. His driver brought him to the church where the service was being held, which had always seemed an enormous space, but now loomed ever larger, and emptier, than it ever had.
The first parts of the service went by in a blur. Others- friends, distant family members- tried to comfort him, to no avail. No matter how close they were to him physically, he felt like he was in the coffin along with his brothers and parents.
And then came the dreaded moment, the time to speak. He stepped up on the dais, and unfolded the speech he'd tried to write.
"Thank... thank you, all, for coming," he said, in a halting voice. "I never... never expected I'd have to do this. Not so soon. Not for... so many of my loved ones." He had to pause, as sobs tried to bubble their way up into his throat.
"I spent... a while, thinking of what to say. But how can I... how can I do justice to all of them, or any of them, in a speech? My brothers, my mother, my father... all taken in one night. It's not fair. It's not right. My father was a successful and respected businessman. My mother cared for our home and family. My brothers were building careers and, perhaps one day, families of their own," he said, glancing at his eldest brother's fiance, who was weeping. "But that didn't matter to whoever it was that did this. Now they're gone, and I... I don't know what to do," he said, trying not to break down at the podium.
"But... but just because they're gone, doesn't mean I... we... have to join them. My father, I'm sure, wouldn't... wouldn't want me to spend so much time moping," he said, with a sad chuckle. "Life is... out there," he said, motioning towards the doors of the church, "Not in here. Not with them. Not anymore. And no matter how lost and alone I feel, I can't just... can't just..."
It was too much. He started breaking down crying right there, unable to continue with the rest of his eulogy.
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