Thrusday, June 19th, 1924
In reply to The Keeper of Secrets (msg # 1):
Clarke stood in front of the stove in his boxers. His hair was damp and his white towel draped over his still toned shoulders. He listened to the egg sizzle on the frypan and the flame roar as it heated the metal. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw the toaster pop. Two slices of crisp brown bread rose into the air.
"She gave the day its heart of fire," Clarke said as he yanked the toast onto the plate. "She gave the night her soul of flame; the sun and moon translated through her love as gods became. She filled me with unearthly strength, a power not of my own was mine; she passed, and crumbled into dust and ashes my divine." He flipped his eggs onto the toast and poked their yokes, letting the orange fluid soak through and spill onto the plate.
"The Night knows not how fair she is," he continued. "Before the stars come in the sky: it is the light within ourselves we see ourselves and others by."
"That's a new one," Lara said as he sat down. "From the isles?"
"From the colonies, Robert Crawford. I am not all fire and brimstone."
Lara leaned over, her pistol shifting as she did so. "What am I doing here, Clarke? Don't you have Zoe to cry a river and lake on?"
Clarke sliced the egg on toast down the middle, and then into a quarter. He stabbed it with his fork and placed it in his mouth. "I miss the simple things: bills, inexpensive breakfasts, unhappy clients. The feeling of sand in your teeth as the sweat rolls down your eyelid."
"This is you getting to the point?"
"Zoe's gone, Lara. Whatever happened in that stone, it set her free. As a demon, as a phantasm, as a dark wraith to seduce young men - I can never be too sure. However, she is beyond my realm now." He picked up another piece of his breakfast and chewed down on it.
Lara leaned back and pulled down her khaki shirt. "I warned you about this. Letting your emotions dwell on a loved one ain't only a gateway for you."
"And lesson learned, too late, I am afraid, but learned all the same."
Lara stood, the half-light catching her hair she did. She gritted her teeth. "I'm not your daydream Clarke. You can't snap your fingers and demand I pop out of thin air to titillate your wants. I'm the bane of this universe. An ancient spell gone terrifyingly wrong."
She turned and pulled out her pistol. Placing it on the middle of Clarke's forehead, she took a step back and cocked the hammer. "You fucked up again. You should be here. Not me."
He finished the bite in his mouth and let his knife and fork rest in midair. "I was only following orders."
"They didn't ask you to read it."
"They asked me to interpret the text, I did not know I was mumbling an incantation."
"You knew there were monsters beyond the veil, you had seen them take Thomas and Whitney. You picked up their dog tags from a pile of limbs. What possessed you to read it aloud?"
He picked up the tea he had made earlier and took a sip. "I was young, and thought I could transverse to the other side. I thought I could see Zoe."
She lowered the weapon. "You thought wrong, and now you've shat out a little girl. A Frankenstein spirit, if there ever was one."
Clarke tossed his knife and fork on the table and pushed his plate away from him. He rubbed his recently shaved face. "So these gods have a sense of humour. Zoe and I got what we wanted, a tyke to call our own."
He could feel rage pulsating from Lara as she sat down. "I live on this side Clarke, I could have told you what would happen. This is a twisted mirror of your world. Everything good is evil and everything right is terror. How many times when you were dabbling into those artefacts did I warn you? How many times must I come back here and lecture you on what awaits in this abyss?"
"Then you will not like this news, I am going to Scotland."
"Once more into the fray? Is that it? Over the top for the glory of the empire? You will fare as well as those boys on the front."
"Jack believed..."
Lara smacked him, and he felt it. She grabbed his towel and pulled him within inches of her face. "I've met Jack. I've seen that man's soul from inside and out, he ain't the saint you wish him to be. He was madness before he left, and madness after they ensnared him. His only grief is that there is something far darker and vile than him out there and it's not human. He hates it because it hates his kind, his skin and his flesh. He hates it because it is different. But under that hood, they're the same. They wish for the world to burn for the wrongs they feel they've been afflicted with. Jack, son of the wealthy. Jack, son of the silver spoon. Jack, son of the chasm that separates humanity from Satan. "
Clarke pushed her away. "I do not deny Jack was as vile as his father. But these creatures have taken all my friends and emptied my soul, I wish to hurt them. Jack may dream of himself rising as the master of the eclipse, this is true. And perhaps I am aiding him, but if I can wretch a single scream from whatever lurks over there ... I will do it. I wish for them to burn."
"Angels and mighty forces of reason, you're lost, Clarke."
"I am," he said, standing. "I realised in that stone, I have been lost for a long time."
She scoffed. "You trust it?"
"I trust that it wishes to bring about the will of its master. It wishes for the demon lord to tear through and consume us for pleasure. And like that evil, I longed for the touch of joy to shatter my world and make me whole. But that is why the stone and its master will lose because I am here for vengeance. I seek to expend my might until the last, they seek to survive."
Lara inserted her thumbs into her pockets and leaned back. "You're the dumbest fucker I'll ever work with."
"Then we go to the land of pagans and blood-curdling rituals."
"And pray we return."
Clarke chuckled at the last part. Lara had turned into more of an optimist than he had. He picked up his plate and emptied the scraps into the bin. He doubted that he would have a meal as good or as safe as the one he had just eaten for a while.
Going upstairs, he sorted through all his belongings and packed as much as he could into an old military duffel bag that he had kept. It bulged at the seams. The only things he left in the cupboard were his suit jackets. He had no interest in pretending to be part of the colonisers anymore. He had been born from the sands, and he would die as one their emissaries. We would die in a foreign land, in a land that had sent metal soldiers against his ancestors and cut them down because of a god who lived in a book. It was a country that would not welcome him, and so he would not toy with their rituals. It was time for him to show the fates the fire of an Arabian.
Rolling up his sleeves, he looked at his watch. It was almost time to meet Mike. He took one final scan of the room. Everything was polished and perfectly put in place. His bed had a crisp feel to it. The only thing that did not belong was Lara. She stood in the corner, smoking a cigarette. The embers of the paper illuminated the wall behind her. She had not changed since their earlier encounter, her loose shirt and weapon sagging from her taught frame.
"Got everything?" she asked.
"Only what I can lose," he said.
"Then let's go and pretend to be brave."
She threw her cigarette at the ground, but it faded into the air before it got there. She walked past him and out of the door. "Jack is a demon," she said as she headed downstairs. "He just wears a human suit."