Tuesday, June 24th 1924: Into the Belly of the Beast
In reply to The Keeper of Secrets (msg # 68):
Clarke thought the puzzle over for a moment. He had never been the strongest in the use of logic, after all, that was why he had specialised in languages. However, there was a poetry and mystery to the riddle, so he pressed on.
After a while, he believed he had figured it out. He told Mike the solution, but his friend seemed distracted. It felt as if the environment they were in was wearing down the psyche of both of them. Perhaps neither really wanted to know what was behind the door, perhaps they did not wish to know if the murders they had committed were truly worth it. There was a chance they were fighting against a group of cultists who had nothing except their delusion magic was real.
Or, as his counsellor had cautioned before he had been released, there was always a chance he could have descended into insanity due to the trauma he had been through. If that was the case, then there was no cult. There were no magical powers. God lay dead at Darwin's hand and the age of mysticism was over. Clarke had murdered because something in his brain had misfired and the people he had killed were regular folk caught in the crossfires of his engulfing madness.
"You know that isn't true," Lara said. "You watched me disappear into thin air."
But had he? Egypt was scattered and disconnected memories filled with ghastly sights and flowing blood. The psychologist who had treated him when he had returned State-side had read Clarke's journals out to him; they had been the ramblings of a madman. Demons, vampires, shadows that had whispered and long tentacles, which had toyed with his companions: were these the thoughts of a well-adjusted veteran?
Had he, as the military had claimed to close his file, killed Lara as well as his team? The flickering lights, the hours spent pouring over ancient evils, the winding and claustrophobic tombs - had they led to him cutting her up and hiding her where no one could discover the pieces of her flesh? Had he, as his supervisor had claimed, butchered the group to perform an ancient ritual that had not worked?
They had said that they had found him on the floor of his apartment after the mission - naked and covered in blood. Whose, they had not been able to determine, but someone's. Or many-one's. To Clarke, the blood had been unnatural. A thick goo like substance that had glittered in the light. Zoe had comforted him then. She had held him as he had screamed in Arabic and called for forgiveness. He remembered the teeth, a single pair, that had gnashed their way through his comrades and Lara yelling as she had clambered to escape. She had been running, running, running. Running, from what? What had she been running from? He remembered a darkness. He remembered a final scream as he had tried to persuade her it was not his fault.
What had happened to his team?
If he was sane, why had he never stopped having hallucinations?
"They lied to you," Lara said. "The demons took me. You read that book and the demons took me."
Clarke took the keys from Mike's open hand and started inserting them into the locks. Zoe, somehow, stood in front of him. She was naked, but blood ran out from where he had shot her. It slid and dripped down her body, creating a design that one might find on an expensive dress.
"You murdered Lara," she said. "There's nothing through this door. There's an empty room. You've travelled halfway around the world to put a bullet in some backwater logger."
"Listen to me," Lara yelled. "Everything you've felt is real. The demons are real. You can save me. You can save all of us."
Perhaps his comrade was telling the truth, Clarke thought, but was this not his childhood fantasy? All that racism he had endured from the so-called progressives in his school. All the hatred he had swallowed and consumed from the second-generation of white immigrants over the years. He had wanted, needed, to prove to them that he was better. He had always wanted to show that he could be more than the dog they had said he was. An all-consuming evil that only him and his friends could stop? What a ridiculous notion. A hallucination who always has the right answer at the night time - so convenient. What a perfect fantasy to descend into when his life was brutal in its mundaneness.
Was there a chance, a slim one, he had sent Jack's letters and forged their old friend's signature? Jack was dead. What kind of courier arrives in the middle of the night?
The last key went into the lock and it clicked.
Zoe pushed her finger into the bullet hole and drew it out. It was covered in a deep crimson. She ran her blood-soaked finger from the top of Clarke's forehead to the bottom of his chin. Then she lifted her digit again and stuck it, slowly, into his mouth. He could taste the bitterness and copper of it. "You are a misogynist, a woman-beater and a butcher," she said. "Your death will save us all."
He went to stroke her face, but she turned away. "Zoe," he whispered, indifferent to whether Mike could hear or not. "Zoe. I'm not crazed. I cannot be. Not after everything I have seen."
She did not answer.
He looked at the keys in the locks. They were as following:
1: King
2: Knave
3: Priest
4: Peasant
5: Jester
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