Re: Thread: The Castle Library
Ballad’s patience gently, stealthily lets itself out of the library, the virtue having remembered an urgent appointment it has elsewhere—perhaps the same place the book Laurence is looking for happens to be. Without patience around, her temper is lost.
“I don't want you to fail either, Lance. But why won't you even attempt to scrounge up some inner strength and cease wallowing? Which is what I want you to do, along with never, ever going on your knees while your mother looks on to tell me how I would’ve caused your death but also I saved you."
Her eyes flash. "If you mope off into Shadow forever, or try to get yourself killed through reckless acts of foolishness, it won’t just be that you’ve ‘failed me’—it will be that you never tried. I don’t like it. Listen to me: I don’t like it. Just stop it. I posit you don't give a golden fig about me, really, Lance, just like you apparently don't give a silver fig for anybody else. It’s hard to have one’s heart broken, I know. I don’t want to lecture you; I want to be glad for you, that you’ve walked the Pattern, that you’re going to go on adventures! I want to look forward to hearing about those adventures! I want you to tell them to me, but without this side dish of ‘you consume me.’"
"Yet here we are. Listen. I’ll give you a quest of the sort they give out in my homeland. Are you ready? Here—go out into the world and return with self-assurance, but if you can't find that, see those drums? Find one like the largest, but make it the color of the night sky before daybreak—fill it with your tears. Once it’s full, water a tree with those tears. When the tree flowers, pluck a flower and bring it to me so I can wear it in my hair.”
A pause. Ballad's eyes flicker. "In the meantime, I cede you to the library. Laurence, please send the books I was reading to my room." Very dramatically, she gracefully twitches her skirt and prepares to sail out of the library. She pauses to curtsy to Flora. "Aunt, I am so sorry," she says, very earnestly.
The best thing about wearing a gown if you can't have a cloak is that it's just the thng for a dramatic exit. Exit Ballad.
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