Re: Thread: The Castle Library
Janessa nods. “I can do that. I will have to have a wake-up call until I get time sorted.”
A slight frown appears as she listens to Jon explain his interpretation of Lance. “I guess I have a unique perspective on the type of system Lance grew up in.” The frown disappears, and her eyes go distant, clearly thinking of a memory. “One of my best friends, Karen, grew up in that system. Now I know there are great and wonderful foster parents out there. Karen just never got them. She was labeled a 'problem child' at a young age and was bounced from one foster family to the next. Some weren't to bad, just meh. Some were downright hideous, didn't care about the kids at all, only in it for the money. Heck, one gave her back to the system while she was recovering from having her appendix removed. She was 10. So when I met her at 12 years old, she already had a giant wall. She went out of her way to push people away. Persistently bugging her to be my friend paid off. But she was different around me than everyone else. At 18 she aged out of the system and was suddenly homeless. We took her in. She eventually found a job as a member of a renaissance faire troupe after joining me at one in Nebraska. They wore her wall down the rest of the way, just being persistent and insisting on including her.” She chuckles and then sighs. “I asked her about her behavior once. She told me that she did it because then it was her leaving them, not them leaving her.” Janessa shakes her head and looks at Jon. “I did point out the flaw in that statement. You can't leave what you don't let in. So, maybe we just need to be a little more persistent with Lance. Which I can do!” She says with a big smile. “As for coloring' my opinion. Don't worry about it. I'm one of those who will always form my own opinion of someone, regardless of what I've been told or hear.”
She nods. “Yep, a repeating crossbow is a lot easier to un-jam than a gun. Safer too in some cases. One of the neighbor boys lost two fingers trying to un-jam his gun.” She shakes her head. “Bless his heart, but he really should have listened to his Paw.”
Janessa returns his smile. “Oh, I'm not sure yet. I still have to talk with Uncle Random and possibly Uncle Julian, who I haven't met yet. However, if there is going to be a Pattern walking and a party, count me in!” She glances around the room. “Uh, what time is it? I don't want you to miss your lunch date and I don't wanna miss my meeting' with our uncle.”