Lord Protector Daratha Shendrel:
"Much still needs to be done- many citizens have lost homes and family...
...If you are able to, the healing tents could use a few hands. So does the firefighting efforts in the south quarters."
"I can still--"
Despite being scorched and ash-laden, despite being battered by wounds gathered through that chaotic and terrible evening, Moira still sought to do more. Even being exhausted to the point of collapse as she was, she didn't waste a moment in offering her service further. The look in her bloodshot, dark-ringed eyes was desperate - that she not only wanted to help, but somehow felt that she
needed to with utter defiance of her own body's limitations.
It was only that mid-word and mid-step the entire room jarringly turned sideways in the Halfling's vision, even with herself remaining upright, that she stopped.
No, you can't, it felt like more than just her body told her in that moment. It hadn't been since that first night in Nightstone, when she's spent her hours mourning the death of her kin, that Claire alone would've remembered seeing Moira look so inwardly defeated plainly on her face. The frustration, the anger at herself... both made all the more worse by the inevitable acceptance that there was nothing she could do.
It hadn't been an easy night.
Even being exhausted to the point that she quite instantly passed out into slumber the moment she settled down, Moira's rest had been uneasy. Her body slept as if dead while her mind whirled with unwelcome memories filled with shouting voices, the clash of metal, the roar of flames consuming homes and lives alike. In her dreams she ran across blood-soaked cobblestones flanked by burning pyres that were once store fronts. Angry, defiant calls for justice welled from behind her along with the thundering charge of farmers and shopkeeps and parents turned soldiers keeping pace. Ahead stood a wall of armor and blades and sneering faces framed in rising red. Her dreams - her memories - remained as chaotic as the times they recalled.
She could still hear them. Still feel the heat on her skin. As the dawn rose through smoke-filled skies, she could remember how it struck such a harsh contrast against the rough stone she'd been knelt on and the rougher ropes that bound her wrists bloody behind her back. How the warmth of that morning was no comfort as she looked out from atop the high wall at the gate at the lifted faces of so many. Of farmers, of shopkeeps, of parents. Voices raised against yet overwhelmed by proclamations of those red-plumed, sneering forms on either side. The gleam of steel at morning light. The whistle of a blade, as sharp and cold and strange as anything she felt in that long, tumbling fall...
That morning, as everyone eased awake in their own manner and time, they would find Moira had somehow maintained her usual habit of being the first one awake. Normally it was to have breakfast ready for the lot of them so they would awaken to the smell of steaming hot tea and crackling pig grease in the pan. But such was not the case that morning as the Halfling was idle for once - her back to the group as she sat in the open window with her bare feet dangling out the other side. Singed hair let down for once along her back in long, dense red waves that mostly obscured the slump in her shoulders as she spent her morning in silent introspection, gazing out over what remained of Triboar.
Though the gleaming shine of gold inlaid into the skin of her arms had since faded away to become faint, dull black once more, she held in hand the holy symbol she normally wore about her neck. That thick black choker she'd never once removed so long as any of them knew her then rested in her hands so that she could meditatively run her fingertips about the imprinted face of Waukeen, lost all the while in her own thoughts.
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