*some graphic stuff here, just to note*
Azami has the opportunity - thanks to Dr. Layne's orders - to introduce herself to most of her colleagues, and finds them open and friendly. The surgeon seems quite amiable, in fact. She moves around the medbay, doing her own work and collecting any comments, until it's time for the drills.
They prove to be demanding, illuminating, and ultimately horrifying.
The live combat drill proceeds in a less-than-stellar fashion, but well-enough. Azami has no issues with triage, doesn't blink twice at the sight of carnage, and displays an almost preternatural skill at prioritizing with glance
1. She moves from person to person, passing those who have been injured to the point of 'no chance at all', and working as best she can on the others. But twice she makes questionable calls. The first is an 'ensign' who has had their leg absolutely mangled, jetting blood from the femoral artery from as high as a handspan below their hip. No chance for a tourniquet, and the damage is so vicious and pervasive it seems near impossible to get in and seal the lifeblood in the amount of time one has before bleedout occurs.
She fills him full of neural-blockers then burns his leg off at the hip with her phaser.
The second is a woman impaled by a metal bar; it's right next to her heart, nicking the aorta, and any attempt to save her from her position seems likely to kill her. If left in place, she will clearly die, and soon; every twitch makes it more likely the artery will rupture. Coordinating a small team, Azami cuts through the bar (again, with the phaser) at the level of the woman's skin (causing second and third degree burns around the wound) and carefully places the woman on the stretcher, the pipe-shard still impaling her.
Both are very risky maneuvers on people that triage would have likely left to die, given the limited resources and time.
Both are judged by the computer to have succeeded
2, at least to the point where they can be brought into surgery. While there will clearly be complications (one man has lost his leg essentially just below the hip, and the woman has received further injuries), it seems at least likely the injured 'crew' will survive.
Azami feels a vague sense of satisfaction with that, but the second set of drills proves far more challenging. And appalling.
She reacts decently to the pathogen, but that's all. The two doctors manage to figure out the issue; Azami provides a pair of hands and runs tests as directed, nothing more
3. The fearsome flora prove to be the victors in that particular test, killing her two thirds of the way through the simulation - it's a humbling experience, one she files away for later consideration
4.
The first contact....
When the shooting starts, Azami refuses to fire
5. When ordered to do so by the pathologist, she does not comply, arguing that there must be another way - no raised voice, just obdurate denial. It creates strain between the two, made worse upon the discovery that the killings -
all of them, Starfleet and indigenous both - had been over a misunderstanding. She catches a few members of the medical team staring at her, some in annoyance, some in appraisal. How had she known?
She hadn't, of course; she had simply refused to open fire.
She stands silent during the debrief, studying her hands. Dismissed, Azami slips out of sickbay, unnoticed as always, and heads to her quarters. There, she lies in her bunk, staring alternately at the ceiling and at her locker. Finally, unable to sleep, she moves to the locker and removes her carry-all.
Quietly, she packs it full of her meager possessions.
Finished, Azami heads to the observation lounge, where she sits in a chair - off to the side, difficult to see - and stares into the void. It's nauseating for her, looking out into the horrid emptiness, but she forces herself to continue, her thoughts slowly slipping into a numb, humming daze.
She has only been seated for ten minutes when the computer informs her of a surprise drill.
She's there, quickly - perhaps some more shadows around her eyes than usual, her bound-up hair a bit of a frayed knot - only to discover it to be some kind of a social gathering. Putting on her pleasant mask
6, the petty officer stays on the edges of the gathering. She forces herself to eat enough of the snacks to be polite, and speaks to those who speak to her, noting their accomplishments in the drills or shifting into small talk as needed. At no point does she bring up any of the difficult parts of the simulations, and if any conversations turn in that direction, shifts to a different subject.
The moment Azami weighs her time at the celebration as sufficient to satisfy politeness, she thanks Dr. Layne for the surprise, then slips out of the BBQ and returns to the lounge.
She should sleep; she knows she can't.
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OOC - The tests results in the above post are completely based on Azami's stats, disciplines, talents, and values. Thank you, Dr. Layne, for choosing stuff that made me need to consider those things in so many different fashions (also, Devil in the Dark?). :D
In order, referenced:
1. Azami has a high level of Medical, the First Aid discipline, and her highest stat is Insight; triage is rather 'her thing'.
2. Azami has a Talent that allows her to 'always succeed at cost' when carrying out First Aid. No idea if what I wrote is feasible, but that's the idea behind it.
3. Azami has a decent Science rating, and is capable enough to do her job as an assistant. Nothing special here at all.
4. Azami has a ridiculously high Insight, and a Talent that gives her bonuses at spotting danger in a situation; I feel she would at least live more than halfway, but don't want to say anything like 'She would be last to die!' because dangerous foliage is a little out of her experience... ^_^
5. Azami's Values are such that she will not open fire on the creatures.
6. Azami is pretty skilled at hiding her feelings (part of her Disciplines), so it's unlikely anyone will see through this.
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