A Somewhat Bizarre Aside (0.1.8a, Day 2)
The Lonely Mages paused and frowned for a moment, "I'll acknowledge the cut... Its quite a fancy Trench coat but..." She shudders, "Its made of dead animal...its literally a cocoon of death. Its not dust, its more solid, harder, firm, you can't drown in this death. But I can't imagine how many animals had to die to make this.
But," She sighed, "I see your point. I will point out my Alternative is a Vampire AND you, as you are the way, the door and the key. But he's possible older then I am. Vampires almost always look amazing, I swear its part of their power and why I loved to paint them. But they live forever locked, like a ghost, in the past. Seeking that which is lost, and remembering some things that they cling to forevermore. The mind drowns in blood and one day we too will be forgotten."
Still, she did have a look over the coat, and enjoyed the little bits of flare it did have. On showing her the space magic, she smiled weakly and then said, "Yes...maybe I could have done that. I don't know...I chased the spirits, the ghosts and the things beyond, and Space was part of that....but now...
One with no soul can cast no magic. I am not even sure I could borrow Prometheus', Misty. He has spirit and death so maybe...maybe. And Life too, although far more then I ever got. Can you drown if you touch magic that you don't understand? Can an Arcanthus even cast using the magic of a Thyrsus? I fear the Fae, they are tricksters, nasty evil things who want to see you hurt, want to see you suffer...but I know them, I know their power. I was friends with one of them once even. He kept me sane when everything else tried to destroy me.
Would the Primal Wilds consume me? Claws and teeth and venom, and rage at a intruder, who should not be. We are neighbors I think...Arcadia and the Wilds. Kindrid souls. Yet is it close enough? Will I ever cast again or am I doomed, dead, with only darkness and dust awaiting me.
When the request to speak to Prometheus comes forward, the Lonely Mage pouts, "You have no idea how hard it is to get a moment's control... and you want me to give it back?" She shook her head, "Please, please don't make me do that, I don't know when I will be free again. You don't know what its like, being able to see and hear and think but no one can hear you, no one can see you, you can't control your actions or your body. Please, please don't make me go back... not yet, we don't have to go shopping, we can do something else. Anything else."
She is silent for a moment, before she whispered, "He doesn't know me or hear me, or anything else... but do you hear a cold, do you know the flu? I am thought without soul, mind without body, less then a spirit, less then a ghost. Just death and darkness and dust bound together and trapped, waiting for someone to let me free, let me escape. I didn't want to die, but I didn't expect this. SHE LIED TO ME...and yet I love her still. I can still save her, as she saved me, I know I can.
But Prometheus is Awaken. So are you. You have so much more then a soul, you have flame that glows with Celestial Fire. And it knows I should not be. The Dead should die, the dead always die, the dead pass on and yet I did not. My soul is gone but my mind remains.
She is silent for a long moment and then she said, "Maybe with Sal... yes the Vampire...his mind and soul fought me less then, so I could step forward with ease. I was exhausted but I could do it. Get him and I'll give you a minute or two."
She falls silent for a minute then said, "I am not sure your concern, Misty. I mean its not like I can force Prometheus to wear anything I buy. I am me and he is he. This is for me. Just something I can claim as my own? Don't I deserve just that? A dress...some shoes...its the little things no? And with you there, its not like I will bankrupt him. Honestly even his wallet should be fine. I was many things in my past life, but wealthy wasn't one. I never held much gold, the dollars always slipped through my fingers and Vampire paintings are a rare commission at best. I can be frugal, I promise. So we don't need to talk to him, right?"