At least, that's what he thinks he's doing, what all his will concentrates and pushes his body and stinging leg to achieve. Direction yaws. It is the land that seems to heave about in a swing of trees and trench and hanging sticks, not Jack. Jack knows, down right through himself to the hammering heart,
knows he is following, running to help. He's going to help, he's not going to be too late this time, there won't be a slick floor of blood -
fending himself off the wall by the doorway as he ran out, a sharp turn - a little sheet-wrapped form glimpsed bundled on a lathered horse -
ghosts hanging high, bloody sheets in an unknown wind. There won't be screaming, distant screaming unreachable in the night -
Sally Jane Towler collapsed to her knees, bonnet skewed across the back of her neck, face wet and crumpled with tears of utter, wrenching horror - Bowen's forearms dark with blood - he will get there.
Jack's breath scrapes in his throat like a wire brush, like he's running uphill. The horse skull grins at him. The going is easier, a clear place, and the ease of running hones his will like momentum, assures him this must be down, that he will save them. He's vaguely aware of staggering, stumbling, his hand touching the packed and poisoned clay and pushing off it as though the contact pushed resolve throughout his blood, knowing this time
he will make it. He will save them. No hanging grove of meat where his view could spin only horror to horror, no red hands clenched on his throat, knife in his calf, sword splitting skin, shell heated unbearably against trapped and writhing infant flesh...he
has to get there. He'll get there.
Memory:
Dark earth, the pale flecks in the dark earth. Dark earth running through his fingers, the thick lumps of charcoal, small shards of small bone. The cap of an unfused femur left white as a petal in his palm, the deep scoring across it. The knowledge that beasts ate uncooked meat.
He has to save them, unmake that happening, undo all the terror and the harm. Jack touches earth again, vaults into a rounded place and stumbles a little towards the foul water at the bottom of the bowl of its centre. His blood hammers, fired with anxiety and adrenaline. He is in the nest. It is where he is supposed to be. The rocks are smooth and rounded and quiet where his breath comes loud, and most are cracked.
[[Spot Hidden, Jack!]]