Re: Chapter Seven: The Starbound Blade
Caell's hands, much as he willed them not to, trembled as they opened the scroll case. The smell of parchment, ancient even by elven standards, rushed forth to greet him. Whatever was inside had defied tremendous odds, to still exist intact so many centuries after it was written. So little remained of that bygone era.
The elf tried to quiet his mind, but he could not help thinking of the monumental effort that must have gone into preserving it this long. It must have passed through so many hands that could have lost or destroyed or simply neglected it but chose to treasure it instead. Improbably, two of those hands belonged to the orcish shaman known as Stormbringer. More improbably still, two of them now belonged to the disgraced Quinichiat known as Caell.
He would have only one chance at this. Failure - as little as a twitch of the finger or an ill-timed breath - would undo the careful work of all those hands that had come before his.
Caell knew about failure. His unsteady hands had once before cost him something incalculably precious. She was less important to the world, perhaps, but far more important to him.
What a joke, that he of all people should be entrusted with this. His own tribe would not trust him to hunt with them.
Put that down immediately, you fool, the voice of doubt instructed him.
At least have a drink first, to steady your nerves, suggested an equally unhelpful voice.
Cora's touch cut through the noise in his head, as did Fergus's. They trusted him, even if he did not trust himself. And that was something, because the dwarf had long made clear his disapproval of the drunken elf.
But then, he was not a drunken elf, not any longer. It had been a few days, anyway. That was all it took. A drunken elf without the drink was just... an elf. No better or worse than any other. At least he was not inhabited by the tentacles of some ancient fire-demon.
He heard a new voice laugh in his head. It was a familiar laugh that had once lit up his life like no other, a laugh he thought he would never hear again. There was no anger in that laugh, no bitterness or resentment. No forgiveness, even, for forgiveness, the laugh said, was not necessary. There was nothing to be forgiven.
They are no better than you. All you can do is try. That is all any of them are doing. That is all they ask of you.
Caell's hand stilled. Two tentative fingers pinched the parchment, which was so desiccated he could feel it sapping the moisture from his skin. It was brittle. It would not endure much longer, no matter what anyone did. If they did not look upon it now, it might never be seen again by anyone anyway. All things crumbled to dust, there was no better reminder of that than the temple in which he stood, where even now the pious masons were destroying one scene written upon the stone walls to chisel a new one.
Inch by inch, Caell's steady hand lifted the rolled parchment, moving so slowly it was almost imperceptible to his companions. There was no rush. It wanted to be free. He had only to guide it.
Then it was free, the scroll entirely clear of the case and in his hand. For a brief, terrifying moment he could have sworn he felt it coming apart, but it was simply unrolling, he was unrolling it, his hands now so attuned to what the parchment wanted, how it needed to move, that his mind had not even grasped what they were doing.
Caell did not possess the gift of letters, but he knew enough to recognize the arcane symbols on the page. They were written not in the flowing script of elves but in the runic symbology he had seen used by the druids of his tribe.