Wyltz: A Day At The Races, A Night At the Opera
Internally Ledo made a decision and snuggled her right back. When they reached her apartment he'll get her pointed in the right direction.
"Why don't you go make yourself comfortable. I need to make a quick phone call and let me crew know I won't be coming back this evening. They were about their Captain..."
He gives her a sly grin before pointing her towards where he guessed the bedrooms were, giving her a nice slap on the rear to get her moving. Meanwhile he headed towards the bathroom and locked the door behind him. He turned on the faucet to provide additional noise cover and hunched in a corner as far from the door as possible, whispering into his phone to avoid being heard.
"Tepha...it's me..."
"What? What's wrong? Why are you whispering?"
"I started talking to Adele and she's into me. Like...really into me."
Silence from the other end.
"Also she has a tail. Some kind of security team is keeping her in check."
The words were casual enough but they had been a couple long enough and had been involved long enough that she could read the subtext of that comment.
This call might be intercepted. Choose your words carefully.
"...how into you?"
This time the pause was on Ledo's side.
"I might not go back to the ship tonight."
"..."
"That's why I'm calling you. To let you know and get your opinion."
A very long pause on Tepha's side.
"And what happens if you stay?"
"I think I might make a long term connection."
Translation: She might be the best way to get access to the authorization keys so they can land their big bet.
Another long pause from Tepha that made Ledo's heart sink into his stomach. What was he even asking? He was asking to put their relationship secondary to a sack of cash, one that they could potentially get at through plenty of other avenues. What kind of person even asks that of their lover?
Then again, part of his mind said, it wasn't like they had explicitly said they were exclusive. Tepha did 'own' him just as he didn't own her. He tried to wrap his head around what he would do if it was Tepha on the phone with some drunk auditor slobbering at her neck. Faint jealously flared up just from that hypothetical and his stomach sank even lower. What was he doing? What was she even going to say?
The words Tepha spoke to him sent him reeling:
"I trust your judgement."
Ledo stared at the phone like it had just electricuted him. In a single sentence she had both condemned him and abdicated all responsibility to him. There was no quarter from her, no allowance given. Whatever he chose, it was entirely his decision and his view of their relationship. At its core it was back to that dilemma he thought about earlier: were credits worth more than their relationship?
A large part of him said that it was. He felt his relationship with Tepha wasn't really solid, that it was all just illusion and momentum and that the slightest pressue like this would cause it to crack but a small part of him rejected that. A very tiny voice in the back of his mind said that he was a good, honorable person deep down and this isn't what heroes do in the story. They don't betray their love for credits. Even if Tepha forgave him through the mountains of jewelry and clothing he could shower upon her, he would know what choice he made and that would forever haunt him.
"I..."
He caught himself. He almost finished "...love you." but remembered the call log might eventually be intercepted and analyzed. He shifted his tone from the raw emotional to a more matter-of-fact business tone.
"...you're right. We do have a schedule to keep. I've got too much waiting for me at home to get dragged down with a local. I might not return to the ship tonight but I'll be back, don't worry."
He had no idea how much of that translated through his acting and coded phrasing but he hoped that she understood his meaning: I love you and no matter what will love you.
For Ledo it was less a chemical reaction and more a conscious decision. Even if his mind wandered and his heart wavered he had decided long ago the kind of person that he was and what that kind of person would do in situations like this. Even if it felt hollow, like he was acting in a play about someone else's life, it gave him guidance and direction in times like this when the mind and flesh were week. While Adele wasn't exactly his type there was a raw attraction to any promise of sexual activity and with how he and Tepha had been it had been rather long since they had been intimate in any way, not since the assassins but even with the cry from his flesh he decided then and there he wasn't that kind of person.
He hung up and splashed some cold water on his face. Time to wake up and focus on his mission. There were other paths forward to manipulate Adele without betraying his own principles or his relationship with Tepha. Ledo turned off the sink and toweled off his face and quietly opened up the door. Maybe after all this time Adele had just fallen asleep. Wouldn't that be the perfect ending for the night, after all this agony and doubt?
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