OOC
Okay, checking in. First off, I want to deeply apologize for my sudden absence and prolonged silence. Not to get too personal, but because of some insurance difficulties, I've been off of numerous medications for the past three months. Quite honestly I don't even know whether I said anything about it in this game. My memories are pretty garbled. Turns out going off of half a dozen psychiatric medications at once can be pretty, uh, difficult to manage, shall we say. So, if I didn't say anything about the game going onto hiatus, I apologize for my silence. If I did, well, I still apologize, because I definitely was not providing updates and clarity on the topic of what's been going on. I didn't engage with you in the way that I should have, and I do genuinely regret that I handled things so poorly with respect to communicating with players.
I just now got a measure of stability back, I'm back on the meds, etc. It's resulted in some sharp improvements in my functioning. I'm actually feeling able to work my way back into social hobbies and interaction, and while there's a possibility of serious backsliding, right now things are more or less working over here.
I'm not going to pressure anyone into playing. I know it's been a long hiatus with no real communication. I'm not assuming that everyone is still interested or that anyone necessarily thinks that I'm a reliable enough GM to invest time in, after that whole thing. It's totally understandable that people would feel like this game is dead and should stay that way, or that it was a waste of time, anything of that nature. I get that. It's also possible that people just don't have the ability to start this again, and I get that too.
I did, however, want to at least let people know what's going on. I want to apologize for the mishandling of the situation on my part. You deserve at minimum an explanation of what happened, and not all of you have gotten that. So, there's that. And on the off chance that anyone does want to get this going again, and is still invested in the game concept and characters, I want to throw that out there as a possibility. I can't really promise that things will work out this time, either, but I want to say that it's a possibility I'm willing to try for if people are interested.
Thank you all. Again, apologies.