No Shelter
Robyn took a breath, getting her emotions back under control. She squeezed his hand as she outlined the spread to him. There were six cards, arranged in a plus sign, with two in the middle.
First, she pointed to the centre cards. "My present. Ace of Cups, Inverted. Emotional loss, creative blockage, emptiness. The problem? Inverted Temperance. Imbalance, recklessness, and hasty decisions." She looked up at Liam. "Doesn't take a psychic to know that I'm torn up over the decision I made, and it's going to affect my ability to finish the book."
She pointed to the left. "Influence from my past. Nine of pentacles. The fruits of a great labour. I'm a little fuzzy on this one. It could mean the allegiances I've made along the way - you, Jack, Maeve, Nex. Or it could mean the Cure. Or both. But I know that I've got a lot going for me."
Then, the right card. "Influence from my future. The moon. Illusion, or the unconscious mind; intuition in the face of uncertainty. I hate this card, really. Even as Tarot goes, it's vague. But I don't believe in seeing into the future, so it's right where it needs to be."
Then above. "The conscious; what I'm focused on with regards to the problem. The High Priestess, Inverted. Repression. A disconnect from the inner self. It fits very well with the problem. I've lost my way."
She pointed to the card below. "The unconscious. What's affecting the problem that isn't so obvious. Three of swords. Heartbreak, and grief. To me, this says that I've been affected by this in ways I don't yet understand."
She slowly dealt four more cards, arranging them in a vertical line to the right of the cross.
As she lay the first card, she frowned. "My influence. What I bring to the table. Six of Swords. Transition, and not the good kind. Unhappy, and unwanted change. Letting go of something I don't want to let go of. My innocence, perhaps? What was left of it. Not really sure, but maybe you've got some insights."
As she looked at the next card, she scoffed a little, and smirked despite herself. "External influence. What others bring to the table. The Magician. Funny, when we're dealing with all these Tremere. The cards aren't usually literal, so I'm inclined to believe it's more about willpower, skill, and resourcefulness. You know anyone like that?" She nudged him a little.
She studied the next card, and nodded before she placed it. "Hopes or fears. Nine of cups, inverted. Unhappiness, underachievement, or hubris leading to failure. Seems pretty on the nose. I'm concerned that I'll lose myself, or I'll fail to publish the cure in time for it to make a difference."
She shuffled the deck, and looked up at Liam. "The final card is the outcome. Again, I don't believe in this stuff, but let's hope it's not Inverted Tower." She took a breath, and drew the card. "Whoa... Ace of Wands. Creative inspiration, new passions, renewed energy. Sounds like the cards think everything is gonna be okay."