Coruscant
"Did they now?" The voice challenges in your head. A flash fills your eyes, seeing the room again, frozen in time. In the moment, you leave your own body.
"They barricaded themselves in. From here, they had neither the means nor the desire to attack you. The preconceptions of you and your bloodthirsty men simply a group gathering and assumed hostile intent. They fought and died to defend those children from the likes of you. To prevent those children from becoming you."
Another flash, and you find yourself back on the streets of Coruscant, as if nothing had happened.
"Is the indoctrination of the First Order so severe that you forget your own life? How your cries and screaming for your own parents only stopped when your voice gave out, your captors deaf and numb to your pleas for mercy? has so much of your soul been stripped away that, even in private, you do not grieve at the sight of dead children? Can you truly justify this as the grim realities of war? A war that you were conscripted into; that you yourself wanted no part of."
"No, I do no believe that you can. Crawling like a warm in your heart, will always be the fact that the only reason those children are dead is because of you, because you came here wanting to kill. That worm will gnaw and feed on you until it drives you mad."
"That is, if there is a heart still in that armored shell to feed on. If there is, than I would show you a different way."