Session 1: The Festival
Helena continued to watch as the seconds trotted past; she had little inclination to return to her table, given that of its inhabitants, half had been leering at her retreating form, while the other half were plotting ways to sink daggers into it. If she were lucky, the latter were only metaphorical.
Her current occupation was, at the very least, more interesting than the conversation on offer. She was a fairly keen watcher of people herself (one had to be as a woman in a man's world, both to avoid trouble, and also because few were willing to volunteer the information willingly), but she rarely had the opportunity to observe another doing the same. A small part of her enjoyed the feeling of sudden power, of seeing something that she shouldn't, of knowing and not being known.
I suppose this is what Acteaon felt, although my target is nowhere so divine.
Mindful of the fate of the legendary hunter, she nonetheless kept her eyes on the target for a further minute or so. The Lady de Arras seemed to have a good grip on the court, and her expression betrayed at least some triumph at that knowledge, although judging by the hardening of the features that followed, it was not as complete as she would have liked.
Not quite there, are you? Close, perhaps, but not close enough for your liking. You're not the only wolf amid the flock, are you?
Truth be told, she couldn't claim much greater knowledge or insight than her target might, despite having been resident for a little longer. She wasn't invited to the regular soirees, nor sought after by knights and nobles, seldom seen and even less often noticed. It suited her, to be honest - her worth was of that of disinterest, of having no interest beyond that which she paid for, and her lack of interest afforded her a security that those above could not rely upon.
I am but a mouse below their feet, scuttling unnoticed and feeding from scraps. To bite would do little more than attract attention, and so I scuttle on...
She suspected her father would be a little less pleased at that particular animal comparison. If pushed, he'd probably favour an oxen, or a hardy goat; useful, but seemingly unthreatening. Something to discuss later, perhaps...
As she continued to observe, reluctant to return to her place, she realised her eyes had slid away from her target's expression a little, viewing more generally the elegance of her neck, the way the light played against the muscles and cords and threw them into sharp relief, and...
Don't.
She caught her breath, and dragged her gaze away. A few seconds of deep breaths, and she had control once more.
You know where those paths lead.
She shook her head gently, hoping that there wasn't a passing servant to see her moment of internal torment, and clenched her hand tight until the nails began to dig into her palm.
Enough watching. Go back to the table and do what you're here to do. They've set more than enough traps for you to fall into without you inventing a few more of your own.
Composing herself and re-applying her smile, she gently swept back into view and returned to her table.