Re: “Good luck. You’re on your own now.”
Caught off guard, Cecylia jumped briefly at the not distant enough gunfire. The past two days had been hell, and she was in no hurry to have a second go at the experience. They had set off with 44 people, and they were now 7 of them left, with 1 straggler. If being afraid to die made her a coward, then, Cecylia was definitely a coward. When Fedor spoke up, her opinion was only cemented. She had been through thick and thin with him, and he had pulled her out of dangerous situations more often than she dared recall. And, contrary to her, he knew this. He knew combat, he knew the army. He knew the Soviets and NATO. All she knew was the history of Polish opera houses architecture and how to look good in a ball gown.
“Fedor is right,” she said quickly behind the big Russian's words. “There's only eight of us, and not all of us can really fight. This is not what we do.”
She gestured towards the gunfire “Those are Spetznas. They're killers. This is what they do best. They've already chewed us up. Look at us. Look at what is left."
Still talking hurriedly, Cecylia had begun to back off from the group to grab her pack.
“Captain,” she said, flashing bright blue eyes at him, “I understand how you feel. I know you want to help, but if we go out there, we're all going to die.”