Jen wasn't much companionship, but she answered questions if asked, and listened when others talked.
Then, she was handed an MRE and was suddenly- despite Satan's Own Headache and all- in a reverie.
Sensory memory is a powerful thing. Some French guy wrote a whole book about it. :
Jen was for the moment, mentally, in 2005. The Storm had hit, a few days before. It was... a weirdly happy time. For a certain value of 'happy'.
Her brothers and her- like a lot of the shrimpers and crabbers in the area- unmoored their family trawler, so it didn't bash up against the docks and get a hole in the hull. And this made the Guirnaldas, for those few days, local celebrities. They rescued people. They got people to dry land. They delivered supplies when the County and FEMA had their hands full.
And one of those things? MREs. Jen had, by the end of that week, memorized the serial-number system on the packages, to the point she could tell you (without looking) what number meant what food. 18 was 'Cajun' stuff. 22 was 'jambalaya'- both were pretty good, if you'd never tasted cajun food or jambalaya before. But her favorite, it turned out, would be 17, 'Beef, Teriyaki'.
And so, there Jen was, in the wreckage of a corner-store, holding a #17 MRE, thinking of home and family, neighbors and friends, years ago, far away. The ghost of a smile played across her face. Almost by rote, she set aside the MRE's flameless-heating element (it was
God-it's-hot degrees outside, MREs were precooked, and who had time to wait for it to cool down to eat?), and wrapped it in the waterproof packaging the bag came with. Spork at the ready, she opened the bag of...
Sloppy Joe.
Sense-memory's a helluva thing.:
Jen was back at the lousy cafeteria at stupid John Mac high school in Treme~
Goddammit, they'd changed the numbering system.
Then the idea hit her that- out of bruises and everything being so bright and loud, and whatever was going on with her head and- it looked like-
tatailles...
this was the thing to complain about. It was ridiculous. She started shaking as she stifled giggles. Which hurt. So she stifled in-pain noises.
(From that tiny place where you watch yourself, she reckoned that mood-swings were just part of the package of whatever happened to her.)
Jen was, nonetheless, about to tuck into the first actual food she'd had in days when she heard the
c-clack of a shotgun.
quote:
"Is the dining to your liking? Or should I have a word with the chef?"
Which was exactly the right, wrong thing to say. It just doubled the laughing/stifling/
owing process, and now there were tears and it was hard to tell if it was from what would've been laughing so hard, or pain, or the memories. Or lack thereof.
The hell happened,
anyway?
It took her a second to register that the guy with the gun meant business.
Holding it together but also knowing this was NOT a good time to speak, she just sat there and looked like whatever she looked like. Eyes huge, welling with tears, behind the hair.
She suddenly realized she was being talked-about.
Nolan Kane:
"You want us gone, we'll go, man. No need for guns. We have sick and injured people here—" he nods at Jen, who really does look the part. "We're no threat to you."
She felt eyes on her. Absurdly, minutely, as if on autopilot, she felt herself jerk her chin just a half-inch upward in a clear " '
sup?" gesture.
Idiot.
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